生日~birthday

今天是两位朋友的生日..

但是我却没有像以前那样发个短讯祝福他们..
从中学毕业开始..
我跟自己说过以后都会发短讯祝福每一个在电话簿里的朋友..
就算是那些完全没有联络的朋友..
只要是在电话簿里..
和号码还是有效的..
而且还是在生日当天的凌晨12点发出去..
当然..
有些朋友会回复你、谢谢你..
而有些却没有..
但是最重要的是..
可以让彼此知道彼此仍然记得对方这位朋友..
而当我换去013的号码时..
我没有通知电话簿里的每个朋友..
可是我还是有打算继续发短讯给每位生日的朋友..
并顺便告诉她们我的新号码..
但现在的我不想再继续了..
也许是因为经历了一个不是很愉快的二十岁生日..
也或许是现在的我才觉得没这个必要..
因为我只是一个小小的配角..
一个无论在哪一群朋友里都属于小小配角的人物..
只要你被需要时你就会被记得..
但只要你的任务完成了..
你就会遗忘了..
回到主题-生日..
前两天是一位housemate的生日..
一整个早上和中午..
我都没祝福她..
原本想说只是上去跟她说声生日快乐而已..
可是再想想..
那一整天都没有人亲口面对面对她说生日快乐..
至于用电话表达心意的我就不晓得了..
所以晚餐时间过后..
我就骑了摩多出去买了片蛋糕..
送给她..
虽然只是一片..
小小心意..
希望他不会介意..
生日当天没有蛋糕的滋味我尝试过了..
不好受..
所以只要我有能力..
我不会让在我身边的朋友度过一个没有蛋糕的生日..

today is two of my friends' birthday..
but i didn't send a birthday sms to them as i did last time..

since i graduated from secondary school..
i told myself to send a birthday sms to all the friends in my phone book..
even for those who totally lost contact with me..
as long as his or her number is in my list..
and the number is still available..
and the most important is i will send the sms at 12am of the birthday date..
and of cause..
some of them will reply to thank you..
and some won't..
this isn't important..
the main point is..
this can let us know that we still remember each other even tough we have losen contact for a long time..
when i changed my cell phone number..
i didn't inform all the friends in my list..
but i still intend to continue sending birthday sms for them..
and then inform them about the new number..
but now..
i don't want to continue doing so..
may be it's because i had a very 'unforgettable' 20th birthday..
or may be until now only i think it isn't necessary to do so..
as i am just a small little character..
no matter where am i..
only when you are worthy to be in certain matter..
you will be remembered..
when your task accomplished..
you will then be forgotten again..
back to the title--birthday..
two days ago was my housemate's birthday..
i didn't wish her for the whole morning and noon..
initially i just intent to simply wish her happy birthday only..
but then i was non-stop thinking..
nobody was wishing her in person for the whole day..
and for those wishes by phone call weren't in my thinking area..
after dinner time..
i bought a piece of cake for her..
although it was just a piece of it..
small small sam yi..
hopefully she doesn't mind..
hehe..
i had tasted the feeling of not having cake during birthday..
damn 'memorable'!!
hence..
i won't let my friends around me to go through the bad feeling..
as long as i able to do so..