Money Not Enough 2

i went for the drama of 'Money Not Enough 2' at MBO in Kluang..

someone said that it's not quite nice compared to 'Money Not Enough 1'..
but in my opinion..
it's damn meaningful..
we sat at the first row of the left hand site..
and i was the most left site one..
my neck was almost 'terseliuh' already..
haha..
but i didn't fell asleep this time..
(for your information,i always fall asleep during midnight movie in the cinema..hehe..)
because the movie is very touchable..
especially when all the children's (of a mother) attitude when the mother got Alzheimer disease..
the mother was very pitiful..
my tear was uncontrolled..
and i think of my parents..
when they are old..
and touch wood to say..
if they get this disease..
would this happen among their children??
it's unpredictable..
but when i think of my siblings..
i can confirm that this wouldn't happen..
or touch wood to say..
if this really happens..
i would also won't let my mother to get the same experience as the mother in the movie..
for me, it's a nice movie..
it's worth to watch..
enjoy the movie..
and please have a think of our parents..

a nice day..

i have a happy day today..
even though there is a bit imperfect..
--my effort in doing cyber entrepreneurship lab sheet gone--
--can't find my supervisor--
it's still a good day for me..
i don't know the actual reason..
may be it's the effect of sharing problem in my heart with my best friend..
hehe..
my system for project diploma has been 70% done..
just left the php graphing and the improvement of a better interface..
i must make it as good as possible..
because it's the most interested field for me in IT..
may be i have found my way..
although i am still not an expert in it..
i think i will continue in this major for my degree..
i phoned my mum on this evening..
i still prefer this kind of homesick..
and the next coming holiday--which is for Hari Raya celebration..
i will not be back too..
moreover the bus fee is increased 30%..
whatever...
it doesn't a matter for me..
i just pray not to take my happy life away..
please forgive my selfishness..

thx to my best busy friend

i am so happy..
because of my busy best friend..
whom i knew him via msn..
he is a good counselor..
although i might not have the chance to meet him in person..
i can just share anything with him..
as the same as writing in this blog..
the difference is he will give me suggestion..
i do appreciate what i am having now..
including him.. a word from him :
..there is a miracle when you believe..
i wouldn't let the previous to influence my future..
i must live my life better than previous..
it's a lost for those who didn't appreciate ourselves..
because there is someone who will always stand beside us..
listen to us..
support us.. and appreciate us..
may be he or she isn't appear in your life..
may be you haven't realised he or she is now around you..
but i hope you can find him or her one day..
best of luck to you..

just do my best!!

the php lab to day really damn boring..
wu liao..
every times also like that..
until now the lecturer still hasn't taught us about the programming practically..
my diploma project..
which requires to use php..
is already on the half way..
but then the php lecturer just taught us how to install..
sigh..
a useless subject to be taken in this sem..
wasting time..
while in the boring lab..
a matter cross my mind suddenly..
my senior..
who has the same name with me..
not only that..
even hometown,physical outlook,secondary school,university life..
almost the same..
but there is a few differences too..
which i feel jealous of her..
but that isn't the matter for me now..
she told me that since i am the only Chinese in my class now..
i should get the best result..
and also try to get the 'anugerah naib canselor' for my diploma..
since she got it for her diploma..
this is one of the matters which i hope to be same with her..
but i know i can't..
during the boring class..
i kept on thinking that how can i get the best result..
since i didn't do well in my third sem..
and i know that i won't have the chance to get the anugerah..
a bit disappointed..
but it's a fact..
i just can do my best to get my best result for my diploma in information technology..
this course isn't my interested field..
but i don't regret to come here..
UTHM..
and to take this course..
i have learnt much more things besides academic..
may be this is the only reason i can use to console myself..
no matter how..
i will still continue to do my best..
and to find out my own sky..

different mean of homesick..

yesterday night i went to the 'yu lan jie sheng hui' at parit raja with my friends..
actually i just wanna go there for nothing..
i wasn't going there for 'lok lok'..
i wasn't going there for 'cai tao kuih'..
and of cause..
i wasn't going there for la glace..
haha..
but i don't know why..
i just wanna be there..
even standing there..
looking around..
it's because i felt that i am at my hometown when i am there..
even though i don't like going back hometown..
many of my friends do wonder why i didn't go back hometown during any holiday..
except for the sem break..
i would like to keep the feeling of homesick..
rather than going back there..

生日~birthday

今天是两位朋友的生日..

但是我却没有像以前那样发个短讯祝福他们..
从中学毕业开始..
我跟自己说过以后都会发短讯祝福每一个在电话簿里的朋友..
就算是那些完全没有联络的朋友..
只要是在电话簿里..
和号码还是有效的..
而且还是在生日当天的凌晨12点发出去..
当然..
有些朋友会回复你、谢谢你..
而有些却没有..
但是最重要的是..
可以让彼此知道彼此仍然记得对方这位朋友..
而当我换去013的号码时..
我没有通知电话簿里的每个朋友..
可是我还是有打算继续发短讯给每位生日的朋友..
并顺便告诉她们我的新号码..
但现在的我不想再继续了..
也许是因为经历了一个不是很愉快的二十岁生日..
也或许是现在的我才觉得没这个必要..
因为我只是一个小小的配角..
一个无论在哪一群朋友里都属于小小配角的人物..
只要你被需要时你就会被记得..
但只要你的任务完成了..
你就会遗忘了..
回到主题-生日..
前两天是一位housemate的生日..
一整个早上和中午..
我都没祝福她..
原本想说只是上去跟她说声生日快乐而已..
可是再想想..
那一整天都没有人亲口面对面对她说生日快乐..
至于用电话表达心意的我就不晓得了..
所以晚餐时间过后..
我就骑了摩多出去买了片蛋糕..
送给她..
虽然只是一片..
小小心意..
希望他不会介意..
生日当天没有蛋糕的滋味我尝试过了..
不好受..
所以只要我有能力..
我不会让在我身边的朋友度过一个没有蛋糕的生日..

today is two of my friends' birthday..
but i didn't send a birthday sms to them as i did last time..

since i graduated from secondary school..
i told myself to send a birthday sms to all the friends in my phone book..
even for those who totally lost contact with me..
as long as his or her number is in my list..
and the number is still available..
and the most important is i will send the sms at 12am of the birthday date..
and of cause..
some of them will reply to thank you..
and some won't..
this isn't important..
the main point is..
this can let us know that we still remember each other even tough we have losen contact for a long time..
when i changed my cell phone number..
i didn't inform all the friends in my list..
but i still intend to continue sending birthday sms for them..
and then inform them about the new number..
but now..
i don't want to continue doing so..
may be it's because i had a very 'unforgettable' 20th birthday..
or may be until now only i think it isn't necessary to do so..
as i am just a small little character..
no matter where am i..
only when you are worthy to be in certain matter..
you will be remembered..
when your task accomplished..
you will then be forgotten again..
back to the title--birthday..
two days ago was my housemate's birthday..
i didn't wish her for the whole morning and noon..
initially i just intent to simply wish her happy birthday only..
but then i was non-stop thinking..
nobody was wishing her in person for the whole day..
and for those wishes by phone call weren't in my thinking area..
after dinner time..
i bought a piece of cake for her..
although it was just a piece of it..
small small sam yi..
hopefully she doesn't mind..
hehe..
i had tasted the feeling of not having cake during birthday..
damn 'memorable'!!
hence..
i won't let my friends around me to go through the bad feeling..
as long as i able to do so..

dad, mum..im sorry..

dad mom..
im so sorry..
i had made myself so cheap..
sorry..
i am too naive..
may be i should say i am too stupid..
i just get to know that it was not my fault..
he was totally cheap!!!!!
but i am cheaper..
because i was cheated by a cheap guy..
now only i realise that i am a fool..
love isn't as i think..
love isn't that pretty as in the movie..
but now..
i realized..
i will live my life to the top..
and i won't easily believe in love again..
because there is a lie in believe..

又一次..

哈哈..
第二次就这样结束了..