just do my best!!

the php lab to day really damn boring..
wu liao..
every times also like that..
until now the lecturer still hasn't taught us about the programming practically..
my diploma project..
which requires to use php..
is already on the half way..
but then the php lecturer just taught us how to install..
sigh..
a useless subject to be taken in this sem..
wasting time..
while in the boring lab..
a matter cross my mind suddenly..
my senior..
who has the same name with me..
not only that..
even hometown,physical outlook,secondary school,university life..
almost the same..
but there is a few differences too..
which i feel jealous of her..
but that isn't the matter for me now..
she told me that since i am the only Chinese in my class now..
i should get the best result..
and also try to get the 'anugerah naib canselor' for my diploma..
since she got it for her diploma..
this is one of the matters which i hope to be same with her..
but i know i can't..
during the boring class..
i kept on thinking that how can i get the best result..
since i didn't do well in my third sem..
and i know that i won't have the chance to get the anugerah..
a bit disappointed..
but it's a fact..
i just can do my best to get my best result for my diploma in information technology..
this course isn't my interested field..
but i don't regret to come here..
UTHM..
and to take this course..
i have learnt much more things besides academic..
may be this is the only reason i can use to console myself..
no matter how..
i will still continue to do my best..
and to find out my own sky..