journey to Genting

there were five girls and one guy joined this trip..

five are above age and another one is under age..
so the under age one can't get into casino..
haha..
that's me!!
frankly speaking..
it was a boring journey for me..
~Genting~
not as fun as i thought..
as i am not a theme park lover..
and of course i am still under age for casino..
but one thing i felt happy was i met with two of my friends..
who are now working in casino..
i met one of them coincidently..
both of us were wondering that whether the person standing in front of us is our friend or not..
we have been a long time didn't meet each other since we resigned as cashier in Alor Star Mall..
she has changed a lot..
become prettier..
as she needs to make up for job purpose..
after that we had a chat at KFC..
through the chat..
i found that she is totally changed from the way of thinking and attitude..
previously she was quiet person..
but now she is talkative and has unlimited topic to talk..
both of us are same age..
but what we are thinking are different..
for instance, dream..
she plans to buy a house now..
although she still has no saving now..
but for me..
i am still thinking of study now..
that's the difference between a working person and a studying person..
while chatting we met with another friend..
but she didn't have time to join use..
but it's nice to meet her again..
we had a long chat until 5am..
this was the most valuable memory for me in this journey..
and of course i hope to get such chance again..
dear friends..
friendship forever ya..

舞狮

懂事以来..

对舞狮的印象就是看爽而已..
虽说新年或有什么活动时才可以看舞狮表演，
但看了十几年..
越看就越闷越无聊越没兴趣看..
就连刚过不久的中秋节时也看到舞狮表演..
但就是没什么兴趣去追看..
无奈的是..
在即将举办的中华文化晚会里..
我就要参与舞狮表演..
我负责打叭..
一场舞狮表演..
大部分的人都只会瞩目于舞狮和打鼓者..
而都不会把眼光放在打叭者身上..
以前的我也是那大部分人里的其中一个..
可是只从接触了它..
才发现原来它也是很重要的一部分..
它在你眼中看似很容易打..
但当它在你手中时就没那么容易了..
除了要跟着鼓的节奏..
不可太慢也不可太快..
还要适当的力度和密度..
没有了它..
即使鼓打得多好..
舞狮的技术有多精湛..
那就不是一场完美的表演..
在第一和第二次的练习时..
还没跟它培养到什么感情和情绪..
所以还一头雾水..
至今已练习过第三次了..
终于看到和捉到它的有趣部分了..
也上手了..
或许是因为有个小师傅循循善诱的教导吧！
哈哈..
谢咯！师傅！
其实舞狮很可爱的..
我也不懂为什么小时候近距离地看着舞狮时会害怕..
明明就知道它不会把自己吃掉..
可是也还是有一种莫名的恐惧感..
嘻嘻..
可是现在就不一样了..
它真得很可爱！

agilent, agilent and agilent

my brain was full of agilent for the whole day..
an officer of IT department sent me an email at about 11++am..
asking me for any feedback on the task given to me last friday..
*~sigh~*
i still can't manage to run the programme..
and i replied him as i have mentioned in the previous blog..
after that an officer from HR department called me..
asking me to submit resume on the website..
while i was sending my resume..
someone from agilent called me..
i thought it was called by the IT officer..
he asked me how was the task..
*~faint~*
he said don't need to get succeed with the task anymore..
why would him ask like this??
*~shivering~*
quickly explained to him..
*~sigh~*
who knows it was jimmy..
who introduced me to get into agilent for internship..
LOL..
after submitted the resume..
the HR officer called again..
saying that the IT officer has already submitted my resume to the manager..
and the manager will call me for a phone interview..
so she asked me to wait for his call..
*~sigh~*
need to interview again..
but then i received her call again at about 5.30pm..
she wanna confirm with me whether am i studying diploma now..
this is because agilent normally hires degree students only..
so they will need to discuss again whether to hire me or not..
OMG!!!
need to wait their call to confirm again..
*~upset~*
if they really don't wanna hire diploma students..
then i spent one week exploring visual c++ for nothing..
..T_T..
why do i need to encounter such much problems just for an internship??
compared to my classmates..
they can easily get the internship..
why??????
*~sigh~*
this is what we call unfair..
UNFAIR! UNFAIR! UNFAIR!

bEryL's

i was busy exploring visual c++ for the whole week..

the task was given by agilent..
which is a company that i applied for my internship on next semester..
but until now i still can't manage to run the programme..
it has just a small error occurred on the programme..
as i haven't learnt about it before..
i still can't understand all the module and function in the software..
and today..
agilent send me an email asking me for any feedback..
*~sigh~*
but the officer told me before..
it is not important to run the programme successfully..
the main point is he wants me to explore about it..
and whether i need such task for my internship..
what i reply him is..
i still wish to do my internship in agilent..
i will learn visual c++ during my one month holiday..
i will appreciate the chance he gives me..
and i will try my best!!
yeah that's it!!
visual c++..
i am coming, my "friend"!!
wakakakaka...


《闯梦》
闯梦， 给人的第一个概念是闯出一个梦想。
可是又没有人想过， 我们正在努力闯着的那个梦是不是属于自己的？
而在闯梦的当儿， 我们是一个人， 还是有另外一个或一群人在身旁陪着自己， 和自己一起闯梦？
一匹马闯进属于它自己的那个门， 那就是“闯”；
一颗木在另外一颗木的陪伴下从昔日向上闯， 那就是“梦”。
所以， 要闯梦， 就必须先找到属于自己的那个门， 锁定目标， 事半功倍。
同时， 陪在你身边的就是和你一样， 正在努力闯梦的朋友。
朋友， 让我们已闯出真正属于自己的梦吧！

suddenly this passage cross my mind..
~~guess who is the author~~
haha..
yeah~~it is me.. ;p
it was written during an activity organized by bkth..
i was so proud with this passage..
haha..
and what i need to do now is as written in the last sentence..
i want to find out the sky..
which is belonged to bEryL's..

暧昧

暧昧是...

>> 彼此有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实的发展一段正式的关系..

>>这种感觉是仿佛他缺不了她，她也离不了他，但其实，各有各的阳光空气和水分..

>> 比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点..

>> 明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手..

>> 有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气..

>> 一方永远不说，另一方就永远装作不懂。于是一方永远沉默，一方永远装傻..

>> 她不是你的情人，但她似乎比你的情人更关心你和了解你..

>> 天冷时、感冒时、有一个会在晚上传讯息特意提你服药，叫你多穿点、盖好被，早点睡的普通朋友..

>> 半夜你睡不着，却可以放心打电话给他聊天的普通朋友..

>> 当你遇到问题解决不了的时候，你找不到你的女朋友，或者不能问女朋友的时候，你第一个便会想起她..

>> 每当她提及她的另一半时，你会万箭穿心，但你也希望她幸福..

>> 你明明知道问他你的爱情问题会令他担心、甚至会令他难过，但你除了他，却不知道要问谁..

>> 甜津津又同时酸溜溜的，往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失..

>> 常常挣扎彼此关系，你怕透明化之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友..

>> 见不到她时，你会挂念她。见到的时候，又会觉得还好..

>> 两个人都会互相猜度，她是不是已经暗示了甚么？我是不是自作多情..



暧昧关系

这种关系存在友情之间，是一种很特别的朋友，是一种默契的朋友，不近也不远，不多情也不无情......

今天是中秋节？？

前几天都忙着做project diploma的report..
有好多东西要写但都没时间..
现在那些心情都淡了..
写来也没意思了..
今天是中秋节..
但却完全没有中秋节的气氛和心情..
好闷哦！！
可是今天收到了两粒月饼和两张寄语卡..
这两位发送人都是最近第一和第二个知道我某方面的事情的朋友..
就连我自己都还没知道事情的进展..
他们就知道了..
哈哈..
好好笑哦~~
除此之外..
今年的中秋节我还得到另外一份收获..
就是我看到她了..
她竟然亲自送上门来让我看哦~~
哈哈..
为什么我说这是一份收获呢？
因为看到她我就觉得我赢了..
就这样~~
^^
莫名的兴奋~~
陪我度过这中秋节..
可是接踵而来的可能是另一段未经历过的事物和心情..
我想真得好好准备..
因为我不可以再重蹈复撤..

what a sh*t day..

~the mirror of my helmet broke~
~my name isn't on the list of approval in front of UHKI~
~Altera didn't receive my resume~
~my umbrella is damaged~
~class cancel but i didn't know~

above are all the sh*t that happened on me from morning until now..
details are below..
first>>
*~~riding motorbike to main campus~~*
the mirror of my helmet broke suddenly..
die~~
need to waste money to buy a new one..
and also the light of my motorbike..
second>>
just get to know from classmate that the list of approval was released..
so after class..
*~~rushing to UHKI~~*
disappointed..
my name isn't on it..
and the deadline for next application is 12th Sept(this coming friday)..
die~~
where got enough time to find another company..
third>>
*~~calling Altera Corporation~~*
they say they didn't receive my resume..
wth???
so i need to resend my resume myself.. instead of trusting on UHKI..
besides Altera..
i also ask my seniors' help to send my resume to Motorola and Intel..
hopefully can get good news from any of them..
die~~
they sure won't reply me by this coming friday(deadline)..
i also don't know what to do..
fourth>>
*~~rushing to class at 2pm~~*
my umbrella broke..
what a huge sun is working at the center of the sky..
damn hot..
die~~
become more dark..
T_T..
fifth>>
finally i reached city campus..
fuh....
*~~sweating~~*
rush to the lab..
as i was already late..
what a big "suprise"??
no m*l*y inside..
all are chinese..
(fyi, i am the only chinese in my class..)
*~~calling one of my classmate~~*
class canceled..
*~~faint~~*
*~~walking back home without umbrella~~*

i don't know what will happen after this..
so better don't go out..
but something will happen at home too..
such as falling down in toilet..
hehe..
(fyi, i had the experience twice..)
*~~faint~~*
what a "GOOD" day for me today???

终于..

好开心哦..

不知道是因为昨晚揭开了心中的疑惑吗？？
哈哈..
总之很开心就是啦！！
虽然之前安慰自己说不要这样不要那样..
可是心里自总是有一股..
可以解释为‘好奇心’吧..
就是很想知道..
还没知道真相前..
告诉自己应该这样应该那样..
可是那并不是自己内心真正想要做的事..
所以感觉上很牵强..
可是知道了真相以后..
之前告诉自己要做的那些事情却很自然而然的做了..
也许这就是我吧！
我又找到了一个属于自己的性格..
这表示我又向那片属于我的天空迈进了一步..
很开心！！
哈哈！！


现在的我恨不得走到他面前瞪着他、
对他奸笑..
嘻嘻..
很坏心哦..
不好意思啦！
说说而已啦..
可是这也表示我已经不怕去面对他了..
至于我是否真的不会再相信它..
我可以很肯定地说暂时是还不会..
因为那次之后..
我学会了说‘不’..

顿时的心情

是真的！
都猜对了..
这个时候的我很想打球..
可是球却不在家里..
所以只好来这里..
为什么我现在的心情会是这样的？
我不应该有这样的心情..
这种心情就代表我还在意..
可是我现在并没有在意啊..
所以我的心情不应该是这样的..
我现在是一个人了..
没有任何人可以影响我的情绪了..
不！
应该是我不会被任何人影响我的情绪才对！
哈哈..
这样就对了..
在这里，
我也要祝她好运..
虽然我不知道她是谁..
我也没必要知道..
因为我会让他感到后悔..