huh???

i can't imagine to encounter this in 20 years old..
my friend passed away..
in an accident..
yesterday..
but i get to know it today morning..
what a surprised!!
when i get the sms..
i thought it was a joke..
and i tried to find the scroll bar to scroll down..
but then it wasn't there..
the news was a truth..
OMG!!!!!
this kind of feeling..
argh!!!!!
suddenly all the memories between me and him cross my mind..
he is my primary classmate..
we used to be in the same class for the whole years in primary school..
i used to write his chinese name wrongly..
as i was confused between the words..
亨 and 享 ..
he is damn good in mathematics..
thus we always competed between us to finish the exercises given by teacher..
i still can remember the scene vividly..
i can't imagine to loose him now..
i can't meet him anymore..
if we did have gathering..
it will be not perfect to less one person..
his absence is not because of any reason..
but it's because he can't manage attend..
forever...

last 33 days in DIT UTHM

the first draft of schedule for final exam revealed..

my last paper is on 17 nov..
so counted from today..
i left 33 days in DIT UTHM..
thinking back of two and a half year..
which was my first step in UTHM..
wah..
two and a half year of study and a half year of training..
what a long period for just a diploma certificate..
but now..
why time passed so fast??
i still haven't enough enjoying my diploma..
the reason is :
if i further degree..
i will be one year older than most of the same batch students..
..T_T..
but to be exact..
when i further degree..
i am not first year but second year student..
and i will graduate faster than them..
hehe..
*~self-console~*
= = '''
DIT = Diploma in Information Technology
two and a half year of it..
definitely i have had lots of memories..
one of the most impressed is i am the only chinese in the class..
28 muslims + 1 buddha + 1 free religion = DIT 06/07
the only free religion is a sarawakian..
he doesn't know to speak any chinese language and he tends to the muslim..
to be short,
there is only one chinese in the class..


taken during a visit to Les' Copaque Production (where Upin & Ipin produced)

as i get to know that there was also an only chinese in DIT 04/05..
and she is also a girl with specs..
she is"PEI" too..
from SMJK Keat Hwa, Alor Star as well..
there are so many similarities between me and her..
what a coincident!!
haha..
but there was also a difference between us..
which i fail to do..
just ignore about it..
for DIT batch 07/08..
there is a guy one year younger than me..
he is an active guy which i am quite closed to him..
for DIT of the next two batch -- 08/09..
there is also an only chinese in the class..
but she is no longer "PEI"..
without specs and so on..
haha..


taken during FTMM welcoming night 08/09 at my rented house in parit raja
1 -- DIT 08/09
2 -- DIT 07/08
3 -- DIT 06/07
4 -- DIT 04/05

33 days left now..
i still haven't found any company for my LI on the coming semester..
*~sad~*
anyway..
i think it won't be so difficult to get one as long as don't be so choosy..
and hopefully i can get it la..
*~god bless~*

我怀念的

突然间很想听孙燕姿的《我怀念的》..
因为突然间我很怀念昨天之前的那一个月..
虽然歌词里怀念的不是我现在怀念的..
可是就是那一种怀念的感觉..
那一种不是言语或文字可以形容的感觉..
那一个月很忙..
可是忙得很充实..
也许是因为现在太闲了..
所以才有这种感觉吧..
(p/s: 我不是在"晒命"啦..)
那一个月里除了课业以外..
脑海里装的都是鼓声和叭声..
那时候还嫌它们很大声..
可是现在要听也没机会了..
更别说是摸到它..
拿起它来 chiang chiang chiang..
真的很怀念哦！
看回之前拍下的短片..
那种感觉更是~~~
我也不懂要怎么说..
昨天的表演对我们来说已是最完美的了..
毕竟还是初学者嘛..
可是唯一美中不足的是..
我的小师傅没来..
原本还买了一个小礼物准备送给他..
还想和他拍照留念..
但现在这已是个遗憾了..
好怀念那又小又热又多人的小课室..
虽然我在这表演里扮演的只是一个微不足道的角色..
可是我很开心..
不是表演后的那一种成就感..
而是练习时的那一种快乐感..
很讨厌这种感觉..
这种类似分离、离别的感觉..
这种类似当你在旅行后踏上归途时的那种感觉..
我讨厌！
可是话说回来..
结果不是最重要的..
过程才是值得回忆的..
回忆才是值得被怀念的..
谢谢你..
谢谢你们..
谢谢大家..

介绍一下:
片中的鼓手就是当晚的鼓手..
打叭就是我的小师傅..