huh???

i can't imagine to encounter this in 20 years old..
my friend passed away..
in an accident..
yesterday..
but i get to know it today morning..
what a surprised!!
when i get the sms..
i thought it was a joke..
and i tried to find the scroll bar to scroll down..
but then it wasn't there..
the news was a truth..
OMG!!!!!
this kind of feeling..
argh!!!!!
suddenly all the memories between me and him cross my mind..
he is my primary classmate..
we used to be in the same class for the whole years in primary school..
i used to write his chinese name wrongly..
as i was confused between the words..
亨 and 享 ..
he is damn good in mathematics..
thus we always competed between us to finish the exercises given by teacher..
i still can remember the scene vividly..
i can't imagine to loose him now..
i can't meet him anymore..
if we did have gathering..
it will be not perfect to less one person..
his absence is not because of any reason..
but it's because he can't manage attend..
forever...